Lately.

Lately it has been hard for me to reflect, journal or sit down and really think about how I really feel. Since I have come home I have been faced with some unexpected and difficult challenges with the people I love most in this world, as well as other personal obstacles in my life that have left me incapable of allowing myself to deal with my life. The hardest part of all of it being that my best friend, and soul mate is oceans and oceans away. I miss him. And not knowing when I will see him next breaks my heart.